Nancy Reagan Dreams About Raisa Gorbachev

“I remember we were standing in the living room of Laurel Lodge at Camp David shortly before the President’s Saturday morning radio address. Nancy came in and said she’d had a dream the night before. During her audience with the Pope, the Pope’s ring had fallen on the floor. Nancy said she picked it up but couldn’t find the Pope. She went back to where the purses were, and there was the Pope. But the Pope was a woman with red hair. I wrote it down at the time because I thought it was an interesting historical detail that the First Lady would talk about her dreams. Only after the Geneva summit did I realize that the red-haired lady she was dreaming about was probably Raisa.”

White House Photographer Terry Arthur, Interview with Kitty Kelley.

Photograph Official White House photograph C44086-07, from the Ronald Reagan Presidential Library

Raisa Gorbachev’s Dream

Raisa Titarenko as an applicant to Moscow State University. 1949Mikhail Sergeyevich Gorvachev, the last leader of the Soviet Union, married his wife Raisa Maximovna in 1953. “Raisa remembers to this day,” he wrote in his memoirs, “A dream that she had in those days.”

“She and I are at the bottom of a very deep, dark well, a ray of light glimmering somewhere high up. We are climbing the wall, helping each other. Our hands are cut and bleeding. The pain is unbearable. Raya falls but I catch her, and we resume our slow upward climb. Finally, completely exhausted, we drag ourselves out of this black hole, and a straight, smooth,k tree-lined alley opens before us. On the horizon we see an enormous bright sun, and the alley seems to flow into it, dissolving in its rays. We walk towards the sun. But suddenly, out of nowhere terrifying black shadows loom over us on both sides of the road. What is that? And we hear ‘enemies, enemies, foes’. Our hearts are filled with anguish… Holding hands, we continue walking on the road towards the horizong, towards the sun…”

Memoirs, Mikhail Gorbachev, Doubleday, 1995.

Presidential Dreams

In the early days of 1991, the late Senator Prescott Sheldon Bush appeared to his son, then-President George Herbert Walker in a dream:

“We were driving into some hotel near a golf course, and there was another golf course way over across the fence, though not a very good one. I heard Dad was there, so I went to see him, and he was in a hotel room. We embraced, and I told him I missed him very much. Aren’t dreams funny? I could see him very clearly: big, strong, and highly respected.”

Ronald Reagan believed in the divinatory power of dreams:

“It was always the same thing, maybe a different locale or something, but I evidently had a yen for big rooms. And I would dream that I was in a big mansion, and I could buy it for a song. A man was showing it to me, and I would go from room to room, and maybe go into the living room, which was two stories high, and there was a balcony. And always, it was within my means to buy it. And I had this dream all the time. After we moved into the White House, I was IN the big room. And I never had the dream since.”

Abraham Lincoln’s former law partner Ward Lamon recalled that the President was disturbed by a dream he’d had a few weeks before his assassination.

“… I saw light in all the rooms; every object was familiar to me, but where were all the people who were grieving as if their hearts would break?… Determined to find the cause of all of a state of things so mysterious and so shocking, I kept on until I arrived in the East Room, which I entered. There I met with a sickening surprise. Before me was a catafalque, on which rested a corpse wrapped in funeral vestments. Around it were stationed soldiers who were acting as guards, and there was a throng of people gazing mournfully upon the corpse, whose face was covered, others weeping pitifully. ‘Who is dead in the White House?’ I demanded of one of the soldiers. ‘The President,’ was his answer, ‘he was killed by an assassin.'”

Anjelica Huston Dreams About Michael Jackson

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Shortly before they costarred in Francis Ford Coppola’s 1986 3D short Captain EO, Angelica Huston had a vivid dream about Michael Jackson. She wrote it down and shared it in her 2014 memoir Watch Me

“I am having an extraordinary and blissful love affair with Michael Jackson in a glittering penthouse. He is wearing a red satin suit with sequined lapels. His voice is deep until I remember it’s Michael Jackson, and then it gets breathy and high. We are levitated four feet above the ground. Then suddenly we are in long shot; we are in a sparkling desert. A herd of elephants thunders behind us. I travel in and out of my body, watching the herd advance. The elephants raise their trunks, forming a bridge over us, which becomes a tunnel. Michael and I float into the vortex, ecstatic.”

Watch Me, Anjelica Huston, Simon & Schuster, 2014.

Kingsley Amis Dreams About Margaret Thatcher

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“My devotion to Mrs T retains something of that initial physical bowling-over, in fact she has replaced the Queen as my dream-girl, using this phrase in its more literal sense of the female who, more than any other, tends to recur in my dreams. The last time she (Mrs T) and I met there it was in 10 Downing Street again, but a transfigured 10 Downing Street, in that mysterious way of dreams known to be that building without physically resembling the reality. She drew me apart, came close, came closer. This was going to be the big one.

‘You’ve got such an interesting face,’ her shade murmured with a softness I had never heard her use in life or any broadcast. Even as I dreamt I admired her charity and cunning in hitting on about the only epithet still applicable to my face that might be considered neither unkind nor blatantly untrue. Then, alas, in that other way of dreams, her image faded.”

Kingsley Amis, Memoirs, Penguin Books, 1991.

Metaseries: ‘Out on a Limb’ at the Dawn of the New Age


Shirley MacLaine outlined her New Age beliefs in 1983’s best-selling Out on a Limb. The actress, singer, dancer, and political activist explained how she had come to embrace concepts like reincarnation, trance channelling, and human contact with extraterrestrials from the Pleiades. In 1987, MacLaine starred as herself in a five-hour ABC miniseries based on her book, which she co-produced and adapted for television with Colin Higgins.* A medium advised MacLaine that the deceased filmmaker Alfred Hitchcock had served as Out on a Limb’s paranormal script doctor. MacLaine shared this detail in 1987’s It’s All in the Playing, the book she wrote about the experience of writing, casting, and playing herself in the miniseries based on her autobiography. The self-reflexive genius of the projects is unmatched. Watching the film and then reading the book is like standing in between two mirrors, each one reflecting endlessly back onto the other.

Out ona LImb 2The American miniseries reached peak production in the 1980s, even as the arrival of cable shrank the audiences for NBC, ABC, and CBS. The number of viewers would still be unimaginable today: 43 million households watched The Thorn Birds in March of 1983. Thorn Birds producer Stan Margulies also co-produced Out on a Limb and Roots, which remains the third most-watched American television broadcast of all time.

Ghosts and extraterrestrials had taken up residence in the popular imagination. E.T. and Poltergeist followed Star Wars, The Exorcist, and Close Encounters of the Third Kind. “There is no Dana,” said Sigourney Weaver in Ghostbusters, “Only Zuul.” Increasingly, North Americans stopped praying to a scorekeeping, punishing, monotheistic God in favour of asking “The Universe”–a benevolent interstellar game show host who would happily grant everyone their deepest desires, if they’d only get out of their own way to allow it. Shirley MacLaine

MacLaine’s spiritual journey was prompted by an affair with a married politician and a sense of disquietude. She investigated reincarnation, visited trance channellers, and underwent an out-of-body experience while bathing in a spring in the Andes mountains. Out on the Limb was a relatively straightforward film: MacLaine falls in love, converses with friends and spiritual teachers, and travels to Peru to look for UFOS. “There’s not one car chase in the whole thing, no one gets killed,” Margulies told People magazine, “It deals with subjects that never get discussed.” To imagine any other actress of MacLaine’s stature standing on the beach with their arms extended screaming, “I am God!” is to realize the exceptional nature of Out on a Limb.

The trance channellers Kevin Ryerson and Sture Johansson also appeared as themselves in the miniseries. MacLaine, her mediums, and their entities all recreated the encounters she had described in the book. The Swiss medium Sture Johansson channelled an ancient spiritual master named Ambres. “Sture said that Ambres knew his lines and the subjects he should address himself to,” MacLaine wrote in It’s All in the Playing. Los Angeles-based Kevin Ryerson channelled an Irish pickpocket named Tom McPherson and John of Zebedee (the author of the Book of Revelation, who speaks in an Old English accent). Ryerson said he’d studied the script while the entities scanned his subconscious so they could study their lines.

Out on a Limb 7MacLaine’s good friend Bella Abzug auditioned to play herself, a part which ultimately went to Anne Jackson. The women’s expository dialectics gave the screenplay its structure. Abzug’s bid for mayor of New York featured in Out on a Limb, when a Peruvian psychic warned MacLaine that her friend would lose to dark-horse candidate Ed Koch (“the bald man with long fingers”). Bella remained a sceptic in the books and the miniseries, a surrogate for doubtful readers and viewers (even if she always wanted to know whether the entities predicted a win).

Abzug read for role opposite MacLaine, in the apartment where they’d had their original conversation. “I have never had an experience that so thoroughly brought home to me the truth that we each act our lives,” MacLain wrote. “We each project the image that we really wish to convey–the appearance of spontaneity notwithstanding…  I was aware of how I had said these very same lines years ago. So was Bella. And both of us were also aware that we had been acting them then.”

Out on a Limb 9The identities of Out on a Limb‘s remaining characters were hidden. “David Manning” (John Heard) was a composite of MacLaine’s various spiritual teachers and guides. The pseudonymous politician “Gerry Stamford” (Charles Dance) was described as a British Labour MP. In the ensuing decades, MacLaine wrote about her affairs with three politicians: Prime Ministers Pierre Trudeau (Canada), Olof Palme (Sweden), and Andrew Peacock, the Australian Minister of Foreign Affairs.

Gerry Stamford was likely a composite character representing Peacock (who vacationed with MacLaine in exotic locations) and Palme (a committed democratic socialist). Admitting adultery with one married politician was a considerable risk of the audience’s goodwill in 1983. Gary Hart dropped out of 1984’s presidential race when his extramarital relationship was exposed, while Bill Clinton was elected after similar revelations eight years later. By 2011’s I’m Over All That: And Other Confessions, MacLaine admitted that she would sometimes leave Palme to rendezvous with Peacock.

“The role he played in my book, and now on film, was a testament to the timelessness of our relationship,” MacLaine wrote of Gerry Stamford in It’s All in the Playing. A videotaped copy of Out on a Limb has been uploaded to YouTube, where MacLaine and Charles Dance re-create the affair ad infinitum; picnicking in the countryside, bodysurfing in Oahu, and arguing over the paranormal.

“At the end of the day he was married yet carried on with Shirley,” Becca Price commented under one of the clips. “He could of left his wife but chose to stay with her, seems he forgets that bit when having a moan at her.”

“It wasn’t that simple,” Martin L 19 replied to Becca one month later. “It was the 70s. He had already been the Prime Minster of Sweden and he was about to win his second term. Had he chosen to leave his wife and go after MacLaine, his political career, most likely, would have been over.”

“In many ways Shirley MacLaine and Gerry Stamford are mirror images of each other,” Grainnie3 observed.

MacLaine insists throughout It’s All in the Playing that actual lives are just as self-reflexive as books and films. “We’ve both chosen a great part to play this time around, don’t you think?” she asked Abzug. She wrote about her last meeting with Gerry Stamford, who was, incredibly, unbothered by the existence of the book or the miniseries (then in production):

“Double vision prevailed for me as I observed him. I had adjusted to believing that Charles Dance was Gerry for weeks now. I had made that quantum leap in my imagination, putting the real Gerry somewhere out to pasture. Now as I stood before him I began to wonder who I was! Or put more precisely, what reality was. I was living an experience that proved I could make reality anything I wanted it to be.”

At one point, MacLaine reminisces about Peter Sellers in a voice-over, while onscreen she re-enacts shooting Being There with a Sellers look-alike. She was constantly writing and scribbling notes in the miniseries, which she narrated with passages from Out on a Limb. In the glow of the sunset on Malibu beach, she broke the fourth wall in the introduction, wearing the white hoodie she wore on the cover of her book. “I’m going to tell you a story that changed my life…”

Out on a Limb In Part II, MacLaine travelled to the Peruvian Andes with David Manning, where he gradually informed her she had been selected by extraterrestrials to share their wisdom with the world (by writing the book that became the miniseries Out on a Limb, in which she acted out her initial resistance to the idea that she had been chosen by extraterrestrials to write the book that begat the miniseries, and so forth). MacLaine and Manning rode in a driverless car controlled by an alien named Mayan, and MacLaine underwent an out-of-body experience with the aid of John Dykstra, who oversaw the special effects for Star Wars and 2001: A Space Odyssey (see link below).

Out ona Limb 3“Do you know something,” MacLaine told Manning after she returned to her body. “If this is dying, then I don’t know what there is in life to be afraid of.”

Overcoming the fear of death is a constant motif. “With reincarnation, there was no need to fear death,” MacLaine said in Part I. “It made me think differently about the world, and what was going on in it.” In Peru, she was shocked by Manning’s dispassionate reaction at the sight of an overturned school bus, but through her spiritual studies gained an appreciation of the eternal nature of the soul. MacLaine eventually reached a state of such equilibrium that decades later, she would in turn shock reporters by remarking that she could at last walk past her recently deceased neighbour’s house without his dogs attacking hers– “So that’s one good thing.”

Out on a Limb was shot on location in America, England, Sweden, and Peru. “I heard the word karma everywhere as relationships were buffeted about in storms of emotional conflict,” MacLaine wrote, “‘What goes around comes around’ was on everyone’s lips. A kind of clear karmic harmony began to become evident. If someone was cruel and short-tempered at ten in the morning, it took no longer than till eleven o’clock for that person to experience the same treatment from another.”

MacLaine was on location in Peru when Olof Palme was assassinated in Stockholm on February 28, 1986. In It’s All in the Playing, Bella Abzug phoned to tell her that Gerry Stamford had been killed in a car accident. It had happened, MacLaine wrote, at the hour when a star fell from the fingers of a broujo who was conducting a ritual in her trailer.

“My most profound understanding was that we are not just physical beings who happen to have souls,” MacLaine has written on her website, “We are first and foremost, fundamentally souls connected to the Universe who happen to be physical by our own choice on Earth at this time.” Swedish Channeler

MacLaine introduced these ideas to millions of people. Out on a Limb and its follow-up Dancing in the Light sold 5.2 million copies.  The summer after the miniseries aired, she lead a nationwide series of two-day seminars called “Connecting with the Higher Self.” The earnestness of the miniseries predates a time when even the commercials for a boy band’s perfume are ironic. Reincarnate on YouTube, Out on a Limb gains new fans every day.

“Thank you for posting this movie. I saw Shirley MacLaine on Oprah yesterday and she was speaking about the new age philosophy that I have been reading on for the past two years. I totally believe that I am God. Great story thank you for sharing. I may just go get the book.”


Shirley MacLaine Out on a LimbNotes

The Out of Body Experience:

*MacLaine was not the only star to play herself in a miniseries. Sophia Loren played herself and her mother Romilda in Sophia Loren: Her Own Story (1980). Joan and Melissa Rivers joined the party with their grim 1994 offering Tears and Laughter: The Joan and Melissa Rivers Story, and Deidre Hall starred in 1995’s Never Say Never: The Deidre Hall Story.

Colin Higgins (1941-1988) wrote and directed some of the best films of the 1970s and 1980s, including Harold and Maude, Foul Play, and 9 to 5.

The entire miniseries was generously uploaded to YouTube in twenty-four posts by “misterkrusty” in 2010: “I did record Out On A Limb from the original broadcast, part VHS, part Betamax. Be sure and watch the ABC Monday Night Movie promo for the series finale here too. I transferred all the parts to my hard drive and converted them for use on YouTube. I was amazed that all of the parts survived separately and came together so seamlessly after so many years. Guess it was meant to be. I was impacted by the Seth material in the 1980s and also by Lazaris. It is timeless information.”